What did you do whilst I was visiting Daddy
I was happy Anna really happy even though I was missing you like mad
Penelope was as quiet as normal even though she is so polite and nice
I feel at times that she is a ghost rather like the Lady Ghost
I decided to walk into Deal as the day was hot and I was beached out
You ought to see my tan lines
I fully intend to
Tease
What made you so happy Anna
Buses
Buses
Yes buses
I did not think that you liked buses
I do as they bring back memories of my first flat
It was right next to a bus stop and when the buses stopped
The top deck could see straight into my lounge
Was that not intrusive
Not a bit
What happened if you were naked
Then the top deck would know that I was a natural blonde
But it did not happen often except when the 07:16 stopped
Why was that
Because I was normally making coffee in the small kitchenette
But you said the lounge was overlooked
It was a lounge diner as before Daddy purchased the gallery I lived in Richmond
The guys that travelled on the 07:16 mostly worked at the boatyard
I am sure that my bum was a good start to their day
Did you do it deliberately
Sometimes
Did you enjoy it
Yes it turned me on when I was awake enough to remember it
Otherwise it was me just being naked dappy
Think of all the boats on the Thames
I do
Made with the thought of you in their tools
Ha Ha
So what have buses to do with your walk into Deal as they are mostly single level buses around here
Agreed but as I walked towards Walmer Green I suddenly saw around about a dozen vintage buses of all sizes
Did the 07:16 have an illustration of you rnaked bum on it
No yours
I had not planned to stop but then I stared drifting around almost sleep walking between these buses
Some were from London but others were from Kent and they were quite quite beautiful
People were milling around them and there were a lot of excited children and adults
I took some photographs on my phone and then this chap asked did I want a ride
Is this the dirty bit Anna
Behave yourself
He asked if I would like a trip to Sandwich on the brown and creme bus
I accepted at once
He probably wanted to look up your skirt when you climbed the stairs
Cynic
Anyway I was wearing your shorts
The lavender ones
Yes
I wondered where they were
After a while the bus started its journey and we drove through Deal towards Sandwich and it was as we passed along the streets that I saw how pleased and happy people were to see a vintage bus
I passed two weddings and on both occasions the bride and groom were leaving the church
You could see it on their faces but everybody there just loved seeing this bus
It was then as the bus passed the sunflower fields in Worth that I realised that I was happy super happy if you will
As days go this was a super happy day
Are you on something Anna
I had overdosed on happiness
Magic mushrooms
I felt that I had really discovered Kent as we travelled like the pilgrims had all those years ago
I was looking at things through Samuel Palmer’s eyes
That shit that Outlaw takes
I was in the past and the present at the same time and I realised that I was so happy here
Had you not realised that before
You have said that you are happy at The Green House many times
Outlaw might be a piece of shit but he leaves us alone
Penelope is a darling and Jasmine Tea is a good friend
Penelope kills people Anna
I know but she is so nice
There are many different kinds of happiness Anna
My happiness with you here is a type of happiness
My love for this area is a different type of happiness
And the happiness when I was on this lovely bus was another
What about the happiness of all those guys who built the boats
That was another type of happiness my nakedness made them happy
Lust more likely
You have to remember that happiness is an abstract as you cannot see it
One cannot go into a shop and buy it
Many people think they are happy whereas they are content
Is contentment not happiness Anna
Not really as it is a feeling of comfort
One can live in a really nice house with all the good things of life and think that one is happy when in fact one is comfortable and content
Sometimes you are happy without really knowing it
A chap might think he is happy by buying a fast car but he is buying a car not the abstract
In a year he will have bored of his toy and be looking elsewhere
He is looking for an happiness that does not exist as I and I will repeat this happiness is an abstract and cannot be purchased
Anna when did you leave Cambridge
A few years ago
Were you happy there
To be truthful I do not think that I was totally happy
I had girlfriends and boyfriends but I was a ship at sea looking for a port
Am I your port
Very much
Do you think that this happiness will last
That is hard to tell as it is shapeless like the sea
I hope it does as I am super super happy with you
Two supers against the one on the bus
Yes
What did you do in Sandwich
I went to the railway station as it had been my intention to go to Broadstairs to catch a movie
Which one
Tove
Did you like it
Very much it was a rare movie
Were you happy with it
I cannot say that I was happy with it but I admired it a great deal
Do you think that Outlaw is happy
I hope not
Why
Because he is a shit at times
Why do you think he is a shit
Because he can spell it
I think that Outlaw is very happy and will understand this fiction clearly
But he is the type of person who can stare into the abyss at the same time
Perhaps that is why I do not think he is totally happy
I disagree but i can see where you are coming from