Darling Josephine
God is not punishing you
Far from it as he is not a malicious God
You have not sinned
Not in the slightest
Yours in a special love
There is nothing sordid about you
You are a very special girl
As Joe is a special boy
I am so proud of you both
You are both identical so very identical
You look alike you and act in similar ways
You walk along identical paths
As children Daddy and I tried to spot differences
But these were hard to find
Joe was full of fire and you were ice
But I was not fooled
You speak of your passions
Well here is a bombshell
Before I met your father
I was attracted to girls
(big secret I still am)
I had many affairs
And then Daddy came along
Your passions are nothing to be guilty about
They are quite natural
Before you knew it yourselves I knew that you and Joe
Would at some time become physical
It was quite obvious to me
The looks the touches and everything else
As I have said before it is a pure love
Unlike all of the corruption seen today
Joe is not Christlike you only see him that way
He is very strong and you crave that strength
But remember Joe does go on his savage pilgrimages
Josephine you are so like me
If I had had a brother then who knows
Daddy was my Christlike figure
I needed him and miss him greatly
But you both now give me strength
I am so proud of you both
You say that you are easy
What is easy
You sleep with other girls
So what
As far as I know you do not sleep with other men
Men are more difficult
They are needy whereas women tend to be more-
Well you know this and yes I know that you and Joe share lovers
And whilst Daddy and I did not do this
Neither of us disapproved of the idea
I can imagine the look of surprise on your face
Cora Dear Cora her command of English is not so strong
As she called Joe and Josie her lovers when we went shopping together for the first time
Poor Mrs Taylor in the Lime Brick Cafe
Joe although very principled is not an angel but he would never betray you
He does get offers but he prefers platonic friendships
That is unless you are also in his bed
That is the way he works
Josie you are not ill far from it
You will not recover because there is nothing to recover from
You are as sane as I am
The Abyss is nothing more than a hyper reality that is all
It is nothing to be scared of
I visit it often you know
Will close now Josephine
You are not on the mend
As you were never broken
Please feel free to talk to me
As I am always here
Joe is hiding this from me a little
But I know what is happening
He cares you care I care
What a Trinity we are
Mummy xx