I had awoken early because of the heat and sat on the balcony looking at the sky
Dawn was not far away and was beginning to illuminate my garden
A gentle breeze was creating calm ripples in the swimming pool
And the children’s pirate flag was fluttering above their summer house
What are you thinking
About everything and nothing
The sky is quite beautiful this morning
My wife was standing quite naked in front of me
I could not sleep
Neither could I
Sometimes these late dog days can be the most beautiful yet the most uncomfortable
I agree
One is expecting autumn and its slow decay and then the heat of summer returns
My wife was standing quite naked in front of me
Or so I thought she was but I was alone
I had no wife
There was no garden or swimming pool
I had no children and I was not sitting alone on a balcony
The hospital ward had been quiet for a couple of hours save for the odd groan and snore
I had been admitted a couple of days ago after being attacked for no real reason
They just did not like the look of me
I am a junkie
A fucking junkie
I take drugs
They control each second of my life
Coffee
My wife was standing quite naked in front of me
Please
Would you like it on the balcony
The nurse was standing quite naked in front of me
Michael I am going to raise your pillow
You do not have to move
Just look at me
I am afraid that your injuries are so severe that you are going to die
But I thought that I would give you water before you go
I will finish my shift in an hour
Do you like my breasts
You will never see my breasts again
By the time that you are taken from the ward
I will be in my bed
It is Sunday I am not working until Wednesday
Perhaps my husband will fuck me
I like it from behind as I do not have to do much work
You cannot guess how this job tires me
You will be on the slab and I will be in my bed
My cunt will be tingling
Phillip always makes my cunt tingle
He knows how to hit the spot
But you do not really care do you as with your injuries you would not be able to fuck a snail
Life can be really shitty
Phillip is selling his company
I will be able to quit this fucking job
It has taken a while
But we are there
Our house has a swimming pool
And a balcony
I had awoken early because of the heat and sat on the balcony looking at the sky
Dawn was not far away and was beginning to illuminate my garden
A gentle breeze was creating calm ripples in the swimming pool
And the children’s pirate flag was fluttering above their summer house
What do you think I should call our new house Michael
It is currently called Epping Woods
But I do not like that name
Would you like me to call it Michael after you
It has a beautiful aspect
East to West
I can see the sun rise and I can watch it set without leaving my bed
The naked nurse lowered my pillow
I could feel the vibrations of the mechanism
It is a bit like being lowered in to a grave
I often play with these beds when sister is not looking
They just fascinate me
Perhaps Phillip will buy me one
All of my own
He could fuck me on it
We could choose our angle
He is very successful you know
It has taken a few years but we have arrived
His company sold insulation components to the developing countries
I cannot think why they would have needed them
As it is so fucking hot
Look Mucharl there is a butterfly
It is hsunting the windows
What a beautiful creature it is
We are in the dog days of summer you know
The summer pretends it is dying like you and then rears its head and lets the heat cascade
We are always unprepared
It is like the summer saying fuck you
Before the autumn winds
The cooler winds will kill the butterfly
It will become drowsy and down
I have seen death many times
It is always different
Have you any thoughts of what I should call my house I had awoken early because of the heat and sat on the balcony looking at the sky
Dawn was not far away and was beginning to illuminate my garden
A gentle breeze was creating calm ripples in the swimming pool
And the children’s pirate flag was fluttering above their summer house
My wife was standing quite naked in front of me
She was was hard as rock
I was thinking of calling my beautiful house Green Venice