Personally I like life
You seduce people without realising it
Is that a virtue or should I be ashamed of it
In friendship I found something that’s missing in love
I expect nothing from life
Are you crying
No
Do not cry
Beauty always makes me cry
Poetry is resistance
I do not agree with you
All we do is fuck and fight
Which do you prefer
Fighting
Why
Each fight is different
Fucking can be repititious
Are we repetitious
No we are gladiators
It has been ages since I talked like this to anyone
I like your gamine features
Most of the men who like me are faggots
I am a boy with breasts and a wet cunt
Then they cannot be homosexuals
Everybody including me is confused
Solitude not only satisfies me I even enjoy it
I need a vacation
Each of my uncles has a summer home
Since no one loves me
I do not love anyone
The silence is wonderful
I prefer silence to music
Would you like some tea?
I would prefer a coffee
That is a great idea
Coffee makes me shit
But it has a great taste
I am a woman
When someone hits me in the right place
Even if he does not have a chance
It moves me
We have been together for less that twenty-four hours
I have known you all my life
How beautiful it is to be in love
My aunt died last year
She was a virgin
On her grave the inscription reads
Returned Unopened
Your aunt had a sense of humour
What was her name
I never asked her
Ever
Never
Why
I just called her aunt and that was enough
My mother gave birth to a stillborn baby two years before my birth
She never really recovered from the shock
There are no stillborn babies in Heaven
I have never thought of it that way
I will write to my mother tomorrow
Maybe I do not have what I want
But I know quite well what I want
And what is that?
To have normal relationships with people
When I am bored I think I am in love
With whoever I am with
I mean he is not attractive
But he has you under a spell
I saw a girl with a dead cat today
What did you feel?
Wet
As it was raining hard
I love grass growing wild
It is so much nicer
I hate manicured lawns
Hide your eyes darling as people can see your heart through them
It is more tiring to follow one’s nature than to fight it
In short you are a dangerous girl
I consider my friendship with you more serious than our love
You are the only reason that I can stand life
No one can live alone forever
Maybe one should not reveal one’s feelings
I can see your nipples through your shirt
Does it not bother you?
Not a bit
Are you not shy?
Yes I am shy
But I treat all men as my babies
They have a right to see my breasts
I am not functional
Neither am I