In the August of 1974 I went to Corfu with Viola
We were invited by a couple of friends
The invite was so sudden that we hardly packed anything at all
Only the essentials were taken to Corfu
We did not think to take a camera
And because of this only one photograph was taken of us during that holiday
It was taken by Mike a waiter at the beach bar
I think he fancied Viola
The photograph showed Viola standing in the sea next to me
I was wearing a pair of scruffy football shorts and Viola was wearing a light blue bikini that she had purchased in Corfu
The strange thing was that this sole photograph clearly showed our scars
Which were identical
I was given a copy of the photograph by Mike
(I suspect he kept a copy for himself)
Since 1974 I had kept this photograph in my wallet
Occasionally I looked at my sister
Although attractive she was not conventionally beautiful
She thought herself too angular
Her features were too severe
But if my father was to be believed
This was my creation of her
She might have rivalled Cleopatra for all I know
But in that photograph she was a tall rather gawky girl staring nervously at the camera
Little did I know then that she was also Beryl Quail my pseudo mother
I had broken into the corrugated iron shed at Blue Anchor Railway Station before dawn
For some reason it was now locked
I sat where I had sat before
But Viola did not appear
I had not expected her to arrive
During my train journey
My train had stopped at a number of small stations
I had slept and had hardly been aware of these infrequent stops
But I remember one clearly
I could not name the station
But I saw a girl on a wooden seat
I had never seen her before
She was looking at me
Just as my train was about to go she took a photograph from her cardigan pocket
It was the photograph of Viola and me
She smiled briefly and then set it alight with her lighter
I thought I had dreamt this but when I looked into my wallet the photograph was gone
I will mow the lawn
And I will cut the overhanging branches
That is if you can find me some shears
If not I will use your nail scissors
I smiled to myself
Do leave this work Viola as it is so arduous
I was brought up in the country
Hard work does not faze me
I knew that Viola was returning
But how and when she would return
Was impossible to predict
They have broken into the shed again George
Have they taken anything?
Not that I can see
It was probably just kids from the campsite
Sods
I think we should inform the police
I agree
Shall I purchase a new lock?
I have a stronger one in the station building
I was sitting on the station and both of the railway staff passed me without comment
I will ring PC Steps after the afternoon train
But for the time being I will lock the shed
About ten minutes later George locked the shed with a much stronger lock
I knew that if I was to enter the shed again
That I would draw attention to myself
I wandered down to the beach pretending to be a tourist enjoying the day
Blur Anchor had not changed much since my childhood
Possibly it was a little busier
But the families were the same
The habits of the visitors were identica lto those that had visited Blue Anchor in 1962
From my vantage I could see the small corrugated iron shed
Such an ordinary shed
But it was a time point like no other
She is my sister you know
I had watched the small shed for about an hour
When I saw a brilliant flash of light
I was expecting it to be pink
But this was green
Green is the colour of disease
Something was in the shed
I did not know what to expect
I waited for the next steam train to pass
She is my sister you know
The shed was silent
Then go to the shed
I will not be able to break into it before dark as the lock has been replaced
You are taking a chance Victor
No I am not
You are stranded here with me whether you like it or not
We have come this far
What are another few hours?
I then thought of the girl who burnt my photograph at the railway station
I did not know who she was
Or the name of the railway station
I spent the next few hours on the beach
Do you have a cigarette?
Sorry I do not smoke
(I travel time but I do not smoke)
That’s a pity I am dying for a cigarette
A small fat girl was standing opposite me
She was wearing a summer dress
Which did not suit her at all
Are you on holiday at Blue Anchor?
(No I am waiting for my sister we travel in time)
I am on my way to Minehead to work in a hotel
The small fat girl looked at the sea
I wish I had the confidence to swim in the sea
Can you not swim?
I can swim but as you can see I am quite large and I feel like a beached whale
Look at my fat
The girl lifted one of her flabby arms in the air
She had also neglected to shave her armpits and exposed knots of sweaty hair
Beauty is in the eye ——–
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
How many times have I heard that before?
But it was sweet of you to say it
I will swim with you
(As long as I can see the small corrugated shed)
I opened my eyes as I had fallen asleep in the warm sun
I looked for the small fat girl
But she was not there
For a moment I was oblivious to the shed
I had seen the small fat girl before
But where?
In August the days are shortening towards autumn
But darkness still does not occur until about nine in the evening
I was going to need complete cover of darkness
If I was going to break into the shed
I thought about how I would force the lock
The previous one had been easy and had most probably dated from Great Western days
I knew the new one was going to be a challenge and to add to my troubles I did not have any tools to break it
In a way this calmed me as I did not know what I would find in the shed
If Viola had returned at all
What state would she be in?
I wondered if I could stand the shock if she had been time scattered
And there was also my brother to contend with
Everywhere I went he followed
That was a basic law of time
As the day grew older the beach emptied and apart from a few dog walkers it was mostly quiet
I looked at the shed again
The a faint green glow could be seen seeping from under the ill fitted door
This filled me with fear
Green is the colour of disease
The last train of the day called at the station and made its way to Minehead
Shortly afterwards the station staff began to close the station for the night
I was sure that they were going to spot the green glow
But they seemed to be in a hurry
I waited to it was quite dark and then made my way to the shed
As I thought the lock was a sturdy new one
Is that you Victor?
Viola
Don’t worry I will release you
You might not like what you see
Are you disembodied?
No
It does not matter if you are grains of time dust
I am not dust
I would stay in there Viola
I am coming for you
Father told me everything
About mother
About you
About us
Our father was crushed by a time warp
He saved me so that I might save you
But what of our brother?
I am your brother
You might hurt me
That is a possibility
But it is a chance we will have to take
He might destroy us both
Suddenly there was a movement near the railway line
My heart jumped
I expected it to be a policeman
But to my surprise it was the small fat girl
She handed me a crowbar
Perhaps this may be of use
It is not what it seems
But I must break into this shed
(She might be diseased so please go away)
It was then that I placed the girl
She had been the person responsible for burning my photograph
Why did you destroy my photograph?
I had my reasons
After a struggle I was finally was able to break the lock
But I did not open the door
Go ahead open the door
Please would you leave
You will not understand what I am doing
I understand perfectly
I glanced at the girl who was standing in the shadow of the small shed
(The moon was young but very bright)
It has been a long time Victor
Too long
You have been on a long journey
Yes
I could hear Viola’s voice
But I could not see her
I have trapped you at last Viola
It is only a matter of time
You have been weakened
And you know that to be true
That is why I need your strength
My strength vanished years ago
Without warning a vivid pink light illuminated the interior of the corrugated iron shed and for the first time in time I saw Viola
That lovely girl who you were so nice to committed suicide in her room this evening
She wanted to love life
But it hated her
Perhaps you were responsible
People were not always nice to her
She burnt our photograph on my journey down
It was a smokescreen
I had already identified her as a possible host
She had tried to kill herself before
It was only a matter of time
But she was strong and that is what I needed above everything else
Strength
You will try to kill me
I looked at Viola
As soon as Daddy was crushed I was able to release myself
I have been here for quite a while
Were you on the beach earlier?
Yes
You asked me for a cigarette
I did
Why did you not tell me who you were at the time?
Would you have believed me?
After all that has happened yes
You know the laws of time as well as I do
I had to meet you here
You are sapping my strength
I can feel it leaving me
Then you will have to commit an act of complete love
I picked up a blunt chisel and handed it to Viola
Hold this weapon over my beating heart and with all your strength push it in
I cannot do that Victor
If you do not our brother will chase you through time
He may be weak but I cannot control him as you can see
Thrust the chisel into my heart
It will kill one of us
If it kills me then make haste dear Viola as I will not be able to help you further
But if it kills your brother then the task is complete
Go to the hotel in Minehead and reverse time by a matter of hours
And then catch the first train to Blue Anchor
If you have been successful then I will be waiting for you on the station platform
If our brother has won then do not alight from the train as I will not be there
The pink light was fading
As Viola leaned forward with the chisel I could see tears in her sea blue eyes
I have always thought you were so beautiful Viola
Thrust the dagger into my heart dear girl
Let this charade end
Shakespeare you have always loved Shakespeare Victor
I felt the chisel enter my heart and then a warm blackness overwhelmed me
I felt like I was drowning
(I have drowned many times)
End