I had awoken early because of the heat and sat on the balcony looking at the sky

Dawn was not far away and was beginning to illuminate my garden

A gentle breeze was creating calm ripples in the swimming pool

And the children’s pirate flag was fluttering above their summer house

What are you thinking

About everything and nothing

The sky is quite beautiful this morning

My wife was standing quite naked in front of me

I could not sleep

Neither could I

 Sometimes these late dog days can be the most beautiful yet the most uncomfortable

I agree

 One is expecting autumn and its slow decay and then the heat of summer returns

My wife was standing quite naked in front of me

Or so I thought she was but I was alone

I had no wife

There was no garden or swimming pool

I had no children and I was not sitting alone on a balcony

The hospital ward had been quiet for a couple of hours save for the odd groan and snore

I had been admitted a couple of days ago after being attacked for no real reason

They just did not like the look of me

I am a junkie

A fucking junkie

I take drugs

They control each second of my life

Coffee

My wife was standing quite naked in front of me

Please

Would you like it on the balcony

The nurse was standing quite naked in front of me

Michael I am going to raise your pillow

You do not have to move

Just look at me

I am afraid that your injuries are so severe that you are going to die

But I thought that I would give you water before you go  

I will finish my shift in an hour

Do you like my breasts

You will never see my breasts again

By the time that you are taken from the ward

I will be in my bed

It is Sunday I am not working until Wednesday

Perhaps my husband will fuck me

I like it from behind as I do not have to do much work

You cannot guess how this job tires me

You will be on the slab and I will be in my bed

My cunt will be tingling

Phillip always makes my cunt tingle

He knows how to hit the spot

But you do not really care do you as with your injuries you would not be able to fuck a snail

Life can be really shitty

Phillip is selling his company

I will be able to quit this fucking job

It has taken a while

But we are there

Our house has a swimming pool

And a balcony

I had awoken early because of the heat and sat on the balcony looking at the sky

Dawn was not far away and was beginning to illuminate my garden

A gentle breeze was creating calm ripples in the swimming pool

And the children’s pirate flag was fluttering above their summer house

What do you think I should call our new house Michael

It is currently called Epping Woods

But I do not like that name

Would you like me to call it Michael after you

It has a beautiful aspect

East to West

I can see the sun rise and I can watch it set without leaving my bed

The naked nurse lowered my pillow

I could feel the vibrations of the mechanism

It is a bit like being lowered in to a grave

I often play with these beds when sister is not looking

They just fascinate me

Perhaps Phillip will buy me one

All of my own

He could fuck me on it

We could choose our angle

He is very successful you know

It has taken a few years but we have arrived

His company sold insulation components to the developing countries

I cannot think why they would have needed them

As it is so fucking hot 

Look Mucharl there is a butterfly

It is hsunting the windows

What a beautiful creature it is

We are in the dog days of summer you know

The summer pretends it is dying like you and then rears its head and lets the heat cascade

We are always unprepared

It is like the summer saying fuck you

Before the autumn winds

The cooler winds will kill the butterfly

It will become drowsy and down

I have seen death many times

It is always different

Have you any thoughts of what I should call my house I had awoken early because of the heat and sat on the balcony looking at the sky

Dawn was not far away and was beginning to illuminate my garden

A gentle breeze was creating calm ripples in the swimming pool

And the children’s pirate flag was fluttering above their summer house

My wife was standing quite naked in front of me

 She was was hard as rock

I was thinking of calling my beautiful house Green Venice