I was at the swimming pool yesterday

When I saw two guys kiss each other fully of the lips

So what

It happened when I was in the unisex changing room

I was wearing my lime green swimming costume

Which as you know becomes gossamer when wet

My breasts could be clearly seen through the material

It is an immodest garment Rebecca

I am a beautiful woman

Beautiful things should be seen

It is only a humour

When you saw the two men kiss what did you do

Nothing although I felt lightly nauseous

It was not right

There was something wrong with it

Something was not right

You felt rejected as they did not notice you

That is not the point

You like to feel beautiful hence your theatre

No that was not on my mind

As I said it is a humour nothing else

I was just glad that Rupert was not there

As there might have been an incident

Rupert is not the most tolerant of men

No he just sees things clearly

Very clearly

And you

As I said I just felt a light nausea

A normal man would have looked at a beautiful woman as she passed

But they only had eyes for each other

The moment had been corrupted

You see things through Rupert’s eyes Rebecca

Rupert is the nicest and sweetest man I know

He has a strong sense of the feminine

Rupert understands women

He likes you even though he thinks your thinking is muddled

Well at least I can go to bed happy

I still think that he is a bad influence on you Rebecca

I reject that Rachel as I have my own thoughts

All I know is that when I witnessed those two guys kissing I felt a nausea inside me

And secretly wished that I had not been in the changing room at the time

I also as I changed held my crucifix for a moment and said a prayer

What was you prayer Rebecca

I will not disclose my prayer as prayers are private otherwise they are no longer prayers