I was at the swimming pool yesterday
When I saw two guys kiss each other fully of the lips
So what
It happened when I was in the unisex changing room
I was wearing my lime green swimming costume
Which as you know becomes gossamer when wet
My breasts could be clearly seen through the material
It is an immodest garment Rebecca
I am a beautiful woman
Beautiful things should be seen
It is only a humour
When you saw the two men kiss what did you do
Nothing although I felt lightly nauseous
It was not right
There was something wrong with it
Something was not right
You felt rejected as they did not notice you
That is not the point
You like to feel beautiful hence your theatre
No that was not on my mind
As I said it is a humour nothing else
I was just glad that Rupert was not there
As there might have been an incident
Rupert is not the most tolerant of men
No he just sees things clearly
Very clearly
And you
As I said I just felt a light nausea
A normal man would have looked at a beautiful woman as she passed
But they only had eyes for each other
The moment had been corrupted
You see things through Rupert’s eyes Rebecca
Rupert is the nicest and sweetest man I know
He has a strong sense of the feminine
Rupert understands women
He likes you even though he thinks your thinking is muddled
Well at least I can go to bed happy
I still think that he is a bad influence on you Rebecca
I reject that Rachel as I have my own thoughts
All I know is that when I witnessed those two guys kissing I felt a nausea inside me
And secretly wished that I had not been in the changing room at the time
I also as I changed held my crucifix for a moment and said a prayer
What was you prayer Rebecca
I will not disclose my prayer as prayers are private otherwise they are no longer prayers