It is Bank Holiday Monday
Joe is seeing friends in Windsor
He asked me if I wanted to come
But I just wanted to bum around Richmond
And then bum around the house afterwards
As many of you know I act
Mainly on the stage
I enjoy acting very much
But I am not sure if I am an actress
Or a fraud a dilettante adrift in life
Make no mistake
I am a happy girl
But I feel I want more
Not emotionally
As my cup is overflowing
Joe has his pen
Writing comes naturally to him
But although I write to a standard
I feel that I do not share his vision
I can paint well but do I have the eye
In certain ways I want to hurt Joe
As I feel a jealousy
Yet I am not a jealous person
Which confuses me
I am much calmer than Joe
Who tends to pick arguments
With those who disagree with him
I have Mummy’s temperament
Which I am proud to share
But Josie does get angry
Normally with Joe
And we have awful fights
Earlier today I found out that a man
Had won the best actress at Cannes
This upset me as it insulted women
I am not a feminist but I believe in female equality
I get to meet many hardworking girls
In the acting profession
Who just want to act
But they just fade
It is hard enough without these invasions
An actress is an actress is an actress
An actress is a woman
And the news from Cannes is very disturbing
It makes me feel grubby and undervalued
There are only two genders
Two and Two never make Five as Joe says
In certain ways I feel that women are being betrayed
Yes there is a degree of equality
But a decay is beginning to erode
Any gains that we have achieved
I have tears of frustration in my eyes
It has made me so so angry
So I decided to take it out on Joe
I just want to be a bitch
I sent him a message to spoil his day
As he was with his Windsor Set
I could imagine him sitting by the river
Discussing everything and nothing
He would be the centre of attraction
Poets seem to attract these people
And although Joe is very modest
He does enjoy these casual gatherings
Joe has read my message and will be angry
As he has very strong views on this subject
He values women very highly
I have spoilt his day
What a cunt I am
As he did nothing to me
I will stop posting now
As you will be sick of me by now
How right you are
I am not the gentle beautiful Josie
Ignore me until I mature
Josie