Joe

You have known me for many years

I have always liked you

As you have never taken advantage of me

You have seen me naked and covered in shit

You have stuck you fingers down my throat

I was known as Betty the slut the slag

Who would take it in any hole

I offered it to you many times

During those supine drug filled days

But you cared you really cared

I am clean now very clean

So fucking clean that I reflect the sun

I still have the scars and vacant tattoos

That is all

God has been kind to me

As my looks have returned

When you clean beauty it always returns

I still at times feel quite ugly inside

But I still have a chance of making Vogue

(in your dreams Dirty Betty)

My life is better than that

It really is as I am joining the Church

In what capacity I am not sure

A favour Joe another bloody favour

I owe you family so much

You Daddy is dead

That ripped me apart

I am so sorry for your loss

He was a true man of God

You still I hope have connections

Within the English Church

I just want to serve

And give something back

I have been to there and back

That should be put to good use

I am high on life Joe

I feel a calling

You will understand

Coffee is my only vice

I used to hate coffee

But it is now my friend

That is how far I have come

Your Mummy says that you are both abroad

When you return will you contact me

As I do need to chat to you

This will the last time that I will be Betty Needy

Promise

Lots of Love

Betty xxx