From under her frosty coat My cousin showed me Her pale ankle It was warm to the touch     March 30/31/20/21

My beautiful sister is walking our dogs How sweet she looks In her red dress   Blue Sister My beautiful sister is walking our dogs How sweet she looks In her blue dress   White Sister My beautiful sister is walking our dogs How sweet she looks In her white dress    

You fade in and out of the afternoon haze I am following your passage with difficulty   Walmer Sands 30/03/21  

a warm haze maze horizon hangs

My sea is gentle and calm The air is quite tender My spirits have been lifted How shallow and pleased I am

As we lay in bed you told me that our dream lives were over And that we were both imprisoned by our decaying thoughts I pulled the sheet back to reveal your nudity and kissed your cunt It was as real to me as had been on the day that we first met The colour […]

Why is it that when you are in the bath the gasman calls to read the meter And expects entry even though you are naked save for a small towel Why is it that when you are in the bath your brother walks in As you have neglected to lock the door with care and pretends […]

I have images of Frida all around my house She appears on my cushions and on my cups And is instantly recognisable Which is not a bad thing at all But in my bedroom I have a painting on the wall By Artemisia Gentileschi In which she portrays herself This work is totally ignored by […]

I had a choice of six plays Each was on a separate stage In miniature   How does your garden grow

Jane this is my last message to you before I leave Do not follow me as I am in a great deal of trouble Jane remember the river is blue and nothing else If I reach Hanoi I will be safe Then I will send for you Remember Blue Then I will send for you […]